Happy New year!!! But i can't consider mine as blissful.. Things are so fucked up! not what i expected for my 2012. Every 31st of Dec. i would wish while watching the fire works that the next year will be fulfilling, blissful so on and on. But, i guess it's just a dream. a fabrication of my stupid mind! =(( i hate everything Shawn.. everything just keep falling apart..But guess what people and a certain company ordered from my store. I always hope that this would be the birth of an empire i always dream. But =( i dunno. it scares me. I don't know if ill be able to achieve it? what do you think shawn? wish you are here.. I miss you truly miss you... =( i love you my shawn..